Turning 26 - Part II

Had a great Sunday at GOLD COAST, Morib.

So I’ve turned 26 this year. It’s an anti-climactic event really. Yes, I’m one year older.

I like to think that I’m a very strong, optimistic person with a positive outlook on life. Yet I’m getting pretty edgy about turning 30 soon. I’m not sure why. The feeling is so incompatible with the rest of my life.

My friends kindly point out that I already have my own business, and it's running pretty well, a house, gone through various difficulties in life, travelled, worked overseas – WHAT MORE DO I WANT?

I answer, “A soul mate, and MORE maybe?”

“What MORE IS THERE??”

Perhaps this MORE is a spiritual one – who am I, and what am I actually here on earth for? – Rather than the pursuit of a bigger house, bigger entertainment system and more expensive holidays.

I guess I genuinely feel like I haven’t accomplished anything yet. Accomplished what? I don’t know. I feel like I haven’t quite reached my potential – that I’ve been dabbling around the edges of something significant for most of my life.

I feel like I haven’t yet been able to fully spread my wings and SOAR over the world like I was supposed to. And something in me is burning and bursting to break out.

Ah, it sounds ridiculous.

On the other hand, I still feel like I’m 17. I still feel like a silly teenager, happy, girly, irresponsible and selfish. Deep down I don’t feel like a “grown up”. Will I ever feel like a grown up? Will I always feel 17?

And on the other OTHER hand, I know that there’s still SO MUCH in life to try, learn and experience! So much to do! I want it all! Life! Needs to be lived!

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New York's Les Ballets Grandiva - Men In Tutus

If you think ballet is all work and no play, Les Ballet Grandiva is set to prove you wrong. Originally from New York, Les Ballet Grandiva is an all-male comedy ballet company founded by its director Victor Trevino. Running in its tenth year, Les Ballet Grandiva has earned the reputation of being the most spectacular, talented and hilarious all-male comedy ballet ever. Les Ballet Grandiva has more than fifty ballets in its repertoire and some of the best male dancers under the company’s wing.

"Men In Tutu" is the ultimate send-up of both classical and contemporary ballet, combining brilliant dancing techmique, toungue-in-cheek humour, dancing mishaps and, of course, hissy fits by men playing both male and famale roles!

Fresh from their sell-out tour of Europe and Asia, this critically acclaimed company has toured the world over: China, Japan, France, Italy and South Korea. Making a stop in Malaysia for the very first time.

One of the best show of the year. It's absolutely hilarious, made me laugh until rolled on the floor!

Here is the video preview of "MEN IN TUTUS".

Enjoy :)

Men in Tutus 08:30PM - 08 May 2009, 03:00PM - 09 May 2009, 08:30PM - 09 May 2009, 02:00PM - 10 May 2009, 06:00PM - 10 May 2009, 08:30PM - 12 May 2009, 08:30PM - 13 May 2009, 08:30PM - 14 May 2009, 08:30PM - 15 May 2009, 03:00PM - 16 May 2009, 08:30PM - 16 May 2009, 02:00PM - 17 May 2009, 06:00PM - 17 May 2009

Filed under The Arts
Venue: Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre Train: Sentul (KTM)Address: Sentul Park, Jalan Strachan, Off Jalan Ipoh, Kuala Lumpur TrainPrice: RM88 – RM222 Contact: 03-4047 9000 E-mail: N/A Website: http://www.klpac.org/

It's finally over!

The Ballet exam has finally over! Yahoo~

Ahh.. but it's just a beginning of another big task! And I shall share it later at here.

May everyone has a wonderful weekend and Happy Mother's day to all of you! ^^

In the midst of preparing the examination

Roses again

Another bunch of flowers that sent to me in the evening.

Big smooch to all you lovely, generous people.

Thanks for all the presents, flowers and emails.

Aww, I feel all warm and fuzzy and loved.

Turning 26

Thanks for all the birthday wishes + emails!

Life is back to normal.

My birthday wish for this year has come true! Dad has discharged from Hospital on last Monday. It was a miracle that we’ve walked away from all of this triumphant.

A miracle and triumph that can only be described as the grace of God.

So my actual birthday was today. But I already have birthday dinner with family on last Friday. The dinner was tasty. We had yummy Chinese meal at Shanghai Restaurant, JW Marriot Hotel followed by movie. It was such a lovely evening.

And I've got flowers this morning! What a surprise! I'm indeed very, very happy!

Eeek I'm 26 everyone! Thanks again for all your birthday whishes!

一封感动的信息

今天，收到了一封从远方寄来的信息，短短的几个字，却让我忍不住又掉眼泪。。因为这世上再没有人比你更了解我了。。


you are not alone.

不知不觉我们好像都长大了，有各自的烦恼。有时候你跟我说，有时候你一个人藏着。

好心疼你。不过也明白有些事情你只能一个人去经历去承受。

然后才会更美更坚强。

加油！ :)

Life is full of sweet moments and HOPE

Dear Father in Heaven,

My birthday wish for this year is..

To have a simple dinner with my beloved family, Mum and dad together.

Amen.


p/s: Thanks for all the caring n regards to me n my dad from my dear friends, ah Soon who is so thoughtful, thanks for your text and oversea calls all the way from UK. Quin, who always shed tears with me together..you have let me know that I'm not alone in the darkness. And Edward, KC, Loon...

You guys are not only have given me strength to carry on but also pull me back from that deep, dark place.

What on earth did I do to deserve it? I'm just too lucky to have all of you along my side.


Life is difficult but you can't go away.

No matter what comes ahead, I promise I'll be as strong as I could be.

The Sweat

The days have been hot.

The heat is choking. I can’t escape it. The walls, the floor, the air. It’s everywhere.

My house is an oven. My skin is suffocating. My body is aching. And I am so tired.

New Camera

I finally bought myself a new digital camera! My old one has been snatched in March, and I’ve been borrowing my dad’s camera since then. It took me more than a month to research, save up, ask around… and I settled on a Canon Digital IXUS 95 IS. Basically a well priced compact camera, with full manual controls. I’m very happy.

I must admit, I was momentarily dazzled - but not overly impressed - by all the new colouring features. Are they really neccessary? Maybe I’m just a bit old school. Or too much of a Photoshop geek.