Monthly Personal Goals - December 2008

It's already end of the year, it's December! My favorite month of all.

I love winter time, I love snow, I love Christmas, I love prezzies, and I love holidays! *goofy grin*

Every month I make myself think about my personal life goals.

I might set new goals, revisit on-going ones, check up on how I’m doing in various areas in my life. I’m not strict about it. It’s just nice to create a space for my thoughts.

My last few months of personal goals have been very simple – Everything is basically about keeping myself together, sane and healthy. Not to mention about my hectic working life, I want to continue living a balanced life.

I can’t exactly pinpoint a beginning, but I think I have always been plagued by a “wanting to achieve something”.

A wanting to be special. A desire do something significant. A yearning to stand out of the crowd in a special way. A hunger to be someone amazing and inspirational. To live an admirable life and make a difference.

I have always looked up to amazing women. Female scientists, politicians, designers, humanitarians, artists, writers, public figures. Women who have conquered illness, climbed mountains, helped build hospitals for dying children, inspired millions. I would read about their lives and be filled with utter amazement and awe.

And who am I? Absolutely nobody. Just plain old Jessica. Living in Kuala Lumpur.

Until I realised that my life is how I choose to live it.

I can sit back and envy others, or I can try to make a difference.

I can focus on my inadequacies and insecurities, or I can be significant in my very own special way.

So, here I am.

I am turning 26, and it is a new beginning.